Rah rah rah

I'm so tired. So tired. I've worked everyday and am so tired. Today is New Year's Eve and I am fucking tired.

I'm unhappy with a lot of things in my life. I miss my Dad a lot. Rah rah rah!

2013

Okay - I feel like I need to sort my life out. And I need to slot in yoga, gym, swimming, work, guitar and viola lessons.

Monday
Swim 6-6.30
School 8-2.30
Ballet
Darwin Youth Choir
Stay at Mum's

Tuesday
Viola 6-7
School 8-2.30
Ballet/BRAVE (3-6)
Gary's 6.30-8.30
Stay at Mum's

Wednesday
Guitar 6-7
School 8-2.30
Viola 3-4
Gym 6-7
Body Balance 7-8
Stay at Dad's

Thursday
Tabata (Pool) 6-6.45
School 8-2.30
Ballet/BRAVE (3-6)
Stay at Mum's

Friday
Viola 6-7
School 8-2.30
Yoga 4-5.30
Gym 6.15-8
Stay at Dad's

Saturday
*Yoga 7.15-8.45
Ballet
BRAVE 1.30 - 5
Swim 6-6.30
Stay at Dad's

Sunday
Work 10.45-6
Stay at Dad's

Practise guitar and viola at school during lunch and recess as well.

The day after..

Plans for tomorrow
- Get to Palmerston by 8ish
- Get my free membership
- Do a class or two
- Come home
- Play viola
- Read
- Play guitar
- Skate
- Take out the kayak with Lysa
- Eat clean!

So far the first 4 have not happened and probably won't happen.
To get the free membership I have to get a letter from Yollie. So I decided I would do that tomorrow just before my shift - which saves me doing two trips to Palmerston.

For breakfast I had porridge (1/3 oats with 3/4 water) with banana, honey and cinnamon. For morning tea I plan on having a couple of snow peas and for lunch, a carrot. I'll keep updating as the day goes by.
I think because I'm not doing the gym thing today I might cycle to the pool and do some laps.

Plans

As soon as my father gets home I would like to live with him. I love his lifestyle and have decided it is what I would like to do.

That is all.

Always,
Ann

Boxing Day

It's Boxing Day today - hoorah! However, I will not be attending the sales. Usually I would jump at the chance but I feel like something inside of me has changed. My priorities have been jumbled up and my mind is in a state of confusion. 

I feel gross. Like, about my body and I want to change the way I feel. Thus, I plan to go swimming and jogging everyday. I need to ask my DM about the benefits of my job because apparently I have a free gym membership that I was unaware of. 

Right now, I'm really tired and am not too sure what I'm writing this for - however, I plan to write in this to keep me on track with my life and my goal to get fit. 

Today I had a brownie for breakfast... So I guess that means that so far I haven't done too well. On the flip side, it made me feel sick and I won't be having any more! 

Always, 

Ann